I Have a Man Crush/Confessionals

Day 11

“	so after alex basically hinted to me about what was happening, i realized my suspicions and worst nightmares came true and that instead of listening to me about how sneaky alietta is, they side with her and try to vote me out and make me lose the idol!!! I'm #PISSED rn bc my record is broken first off, but honest to god i thought charley or alex would've at least fought for me and targeted each other but nope, there little ring leader wouldn't allow that and I'm not letting either of them off the hook that easy. Alex at least tried to warn me and is apologizing to me immediately after, but Charley is online and yet hasn't sooooo, if you wanna make the same mistakes you did in generations have fun being premerge again lol. I really loathe the fact that my idol had to be wasted this early because there's a slim to none chance that i'll find another one and it puts a target on my back and my little 'pls underestimate me' camouflage has melted on the flight from greece to rome to here, so now there's a big bullseye on my back. THANKFULLY THERES A SWAP THO SO REGARDLESS I CAN GET THE FUCK OUT OF THIS TRIBE AND GET TO JARED AND JAMIE AND ALLY MAYBE AND FCKIN NOT BE DEAD MEAT ANYMORE!!! Honestly if Alex and Charley and I swap into a tribe together with some startling numbers against us, both of them are gonna have to put on a damn show for me and really kiss my ass or i'm flipping 1000000%, the fact that they voted me is one thing but the fact they didn't even try to save me and 'felt so bad DDD:' about it is annoying like, when I feel bad and wanna help someone out I actually try to help them, they didn't give two shits about me so, quite frankly, I don't either!	”
–Sora

“	Woah super sad to see Alietta go home. On Svalbard we worked really well together on a strategic level and I was hoping that would be able to happen again this season. Hopefully a swap is coming up very soon as I am getting very bored strategically on the underdogs tribe lol.	”
–Brett

“	I think this will work for me I just need to see what action will be best for me	”
–Claire

“	With a swap looming, I'm really going to miss Alexa. I've never put someone else in front of my game before and I'm never going to, I just don't have the empathy in me and its not why I play. But with that, I can't help but do my best to do everything I can to get her further. She's really impulsive and paranoid, and she has such a hard time putting on an act for people that she dislikes. Her flaws as a player are so obvious sometimes, the fact that she's trying to orchestrate a hypothetical 3-2-1 blindside in our first tribal council because Ash leaked information about her to Jamie. It's insane and it's too much, but I really do see greatness in her and it makes me want to protect her in terms of the game. There's this sort of emotional hyperaggression that makes her inherently so entertaining to watch, I think people can say that she's too intense or out of touch but she's bar none the most entertaining player in the whole scene and there's not a single viewer that doesn't care about her game. She's my little sister in this game, and that doesn't mean that I'm going to put her game ahead of mine. I'm still a selfish player and she is too. I've already done a lot of things that would betray her trust in some way. I suggested voting her out with Ash and Jamie, I talk shit about her ALL THE TIME. I haven't defended her once, but it's for a purpose. I'm trying, really, really, really hard to make it crazy to think that we're a duo. I want people to feel bad about how shitty I am to her behind her back, and I think it's working. I'd post this in the VL if I could trust it but even they are going to have to go on thinking I can't stand her for now. I know she's got a lot of flaws as a player, but I know that if I can facilitate and manipulate situations in the right way, she's gonna shine and it'll take both of us a long, long way. Just like I promised myself and everyone else that I'd be the greatest individual player by the end of this season, I'm promising Alexa that she and I are going to be the most subtle, strategic, effective duo that any of you have seen. I worry that she's going to let loose too soon once she's alone but at some point you've got to trust people. I've done all I can and in a few days from now we'll see if this is a promise I can keep.	”
–Matt

“	Officially the Final 18! So far that means I've done better than 25% of the cast which seems weird but I think thats a pretty big milestone, as well as making the swap (at least I think). I'm super nervous for the swap bc I know I can easily be pinned as a target especially if I'm alone, which is why I'm really gonna stay on my toes around this time and make sure I'm a likable person, who isn't pushing the social game factor too hard. Hoping for the best while playing with the best, which might end badly but I'm gonna do everything I can to stay alive throughout this little time period.	”
–Jessy

“	Well, so much for beating 16th. I don't know absolutely anyone.	”
–Ash

“	Alex told me before the vote ""I couldn't not tell Sora, I felt bad"" Like I'm sorry but I've been lying to him ALL DAY and you couldn't handle like two hours? Are you kidding? And guess what? SORA PLAYED AN IDOL. Fuck this. Fucking........ Goddamn are you kidding me. Like dude. At this point, Sora is going to hate me, and I am PISSED at Alex. So I mean.... Going into a possible swap, screw my tribe! Alex can't lie for two minutes and Sora is going to hate me so SCREW IT. This is gens 2.0. This time, I'm not going to let people lump me with my old tribe. This will NOT be my new old school. This game I'm playing for me now. Fuck tribe unity. DAMNIT. Btw I'm not pissed at Sora because he had to do what he had to do but ALEX WHY.	”
–Charley

“	WHAT THE FUCK!!!!!!!!! SORA DID THAT also to add to that me and allys legs are both asleep well my foot is #justshowmance things	”
–Emma

 

“	It's day ten and I'm still surprised I haven't been voted out yet. Also, it's mine and Emma's 10 day anniversary of being the behind the scenes lesbian couple. Our left foots fell asleep at the same time reading tribal. ❤ I'm expecting a tribe swap very soon, so rip?	”
–Ally

“	I know 3 out of the 5 other people on this tribe so I think I'm in the best spot just gotta keep on going	”
–Claire

“	YES A TRIBE SWAP I HOPE I DONT GET SWAP FUCKED I DO LOVE TO CHALLENGE MYSELF :D Ya girl emma made the tribe swap and i was suppose to be first boot but im great.	”
–Emma

“	I can already tell Emma is a social butterfly. I can tell why she always makes it far in the game. She won't lose any moment to try to find a connection. If I say I like books she would say Omg I love reading! If I say I just woke up she'll say oh really me too? Isn't she like pushing to hard? I can see right through her but hey, keep the enemy closer. If we're the only two people on from our new tribe I'm gonna take advantage from it	”
–Miguel

“	Well............ Sora just fucking ruined everyone's hopes and dreams and took my closest ally out and it's partially my fault because of my guilty feelings lmao.. so like yikes.. I feel pretty bad for Alietta :/ But I pretty much had to continue the road as it already was and talked to Sora as much as I possibly could about what went down and how it was pretty much Alietta who organized it (which is lowkey true) and hopefully he throws me a bone for telling him that he was on the chopping block BEFORE the actual results. I have a bad feeling though, that he could possibly come back with a vengeance, but I'm just kinda hoping for the best at this very moment. I also talked to Charley about the entire situation and we promised to stick to each other, which I mean, I didn't need to exactly promise it again, because I was going to anyway LOL, at the end of the day we were all allies put into a fucking awful position of having to vote one of us out and we just got unlucky. After Alietta got booted we had the announcement of a tribe swap and there were just so many thoughts running through my head of what could go right, what could go wrong. I'm mainly scared, that I will be seen as a threat, because I am walking out of this tribe with no votes cast against me, I'm scared that people will just boot us for being easy votes, I'm scared that people could target me for my Island visits, there are just way too many things I'm scared about LMAO, I just really want to do well, and this could throw a wrench into it. The switch came out.. very odd.. We have Ash, Emile, Sora, Chris, Claire & myself. Now I know Sora & Chris have massive beef, so idk if that will mean Chris will come running to me like ""Fuck Sora, lets vote him out"" or what lmao.. Claire, Ash & Emile I legit never played with, I feel like Claire could be salty towards us for voting Christine out and now think we are gonna come for her next. Emile has a connection with Mai, who I really just fucking dislike because of Cyprus and I'm hoping that won't influence his thought process lmao... I'm just really going to step my social game up for this one and hope for the best. This tribe is just safe to say extremely random and I have no idea wtf is gonna happen on here.	”
–Alex

 

“	Tribe swap happened and..... I'm peeing myself. This is ultimately the most amazing tribe I have ever had the honor of being apart of. Alexa and I reunited? DOUBLE TROUBLE WATCH OUT BC WE'RE MAKING THE F3 AGAIN. Hunter and I still together? LEGENDARY. Finally meeting Miss Charley? ICONIC. Talking to Emma again after not seeing her in a long time. Cute af. and also still being with Miguel is legendary as well. Im honestly so satisfied with this tribe because if we all made the F6, I would be more than ecstatic with that. These are the people I wanted to fully align myself with, and genuinely mean it, and now that the Survivor gods have somehow placed me on a tribe with all of them.... I feel as if its a sign thats telling me I'll be able to conquer this season once again. Everything is falling accordingly and I want this tribe to stay together forever.	”
–Jessy

“	It's fun being in control of the full pre swap If you think you can stop me I'd love to see you try.	”
–Claire

“	Wow my new tribe looks iconic i hope we do well in challenges!!! i just hope emile ally and brett are okay :/ but i felt like i needed this swap... i just dont know how well i will do... so many scary people on my tribe like i heard hunter from old seasons is dangerous from what i saw, alexa and jessy are good players... Miguel is dangerous and so is charley... What will i fit in lets find out!	”
–Emma

“	Horrible swap. Jamie and Jared stay together, and now Ally (who is friends with both of them) is in the mix. At the minimum they have a three person alliance, and it's not like Brett and Uli and I are going to group and go to rocks. Those 3 are going to pick their boot order, I think I've got at most 2 tribals (but probably just 1) before I'm on the block. I hate that I can't control a thing, and if we lose I think Uli's in the hot seat and that would really not be ideal. He's in my main alliance with Ash and Alexa. I'm going to have to get real tight with these people, I've got no choice right now.	”
–Matt

“	I'm super glad to be off that trashy tribe and especially Alexa. I felt so low and at the bottom but now I feel like this is a new start for me. I had no options but now I feel like I'm kinda in the middle. Jamie and I can stick with our original tribe or we can shake things up and go with Ally and Brett. I'm just excited that I have a new life and this tribe swap definitely helped me.	”
–Jared

“	I fucking hate tribe swaps. No one's fucking talking, I don't fucking know anything and I'm scared out of my fucking mind. This just reminds me of fucking All-Stars and how I'm inevitably going to fucking fail again. Fuck me.	”
–Ash

“	First impressions on the switch - Ally and Brett are fucked, Jessy and Alexa probably have all the power in their tribe and I hope that doesn't mean Emma gets booted. As for my tribe, I think it can go so many ways so that's cool. Everyone in there is really good at the game so that's not comforting. I'm in the same tribe as Claire so hopefully we can make something work. Time to start up my social game again... and I'm not good at it so that's why I'm worried	”
–Emile

“	Well a tribe swap happened and things couldn’t have gone any better for me, I am feeling super lucky right now. I ended up staying on the Makeinu tribe with Ally and we gained four new members in place of Emma and Emile. We got four rebels, those being Jamie, Uli, Jared, and Matt. From an outside perspective it looks like Ally and myself are totally fucked, but apparently the rebels are a mess. The rebels were quick to spill information that their tribe was a little dysfunctional, people were trying to throw challenges and everyone was strategizing behind the scenes. Apparently Jamie and Jared were on the bottom of the rebels and don’t seem to be showing any hesitation to flip on their old tribe. What’s even better is that Ally is already super tight with Jared from youtube and Jamie and myself had a pretty dece relationship back in the BBCAN org. Already I can feel this four person alliance forming and I think it could be pretty powerful. But then again Jamie and Jared could just be playing really well and pulling the wool over my eyes so that I can’t scramble. So far here is what I think of my tribe members Jamie: We worked really well together in another org, and I don’t see why we can’t do it again here. I really like Jamie because she is a strong player who isn’t really afraid of much, she is someone who I can really talk heavy strategy with and feel comfortable. Apparently she was going to be the first boot from the rebels so if I can give her safe refuge we can begin to build a working relationship in this game. ULI: Hmm I can’t put my finger on it but something about ULI is shifty, we definitely mesh, but I can totally see him being a really conniving player behind the scenes. I would really love to take him out first on this tribe. Berk: I am a fucking fan of Berk, I just feel like we mesh well and are both apart of the 1% of the community who is over 21 and are straight males lmao. I really want to work with him because I just know we could do major damage in this game. Hopefully the current foursome alliance that is in the works doesn’t want to target him first and I can subtly put the target on Uli. That being said I will totally vote him out if I have to because I don’t want the others to know that I want to work with him. Jared: So far he is as interesting as a dead fish. I can already tell we won’t really be jiving much, but he is someone who could be a really good alliance member for this stage of the game. I still have to feel him out but if he’s good with Ally then he should be good with me. Ally: I am really stoked that her and I ended up on the same tribe, we definitely work together really well, and she’s a great social player who can help me make those connections that I need to advance myself in the game. I definitely trust her and I feel like it’s reciprocated. Also I can definitely see her being targeted before myself, which is good. So this tribe seems pretty fucking lit, I can’t see us losing anytime soon and I definitely see a few new potential allies here, let’s see what magic I can make happen.	”
–Brett

 

“	Alexa is really great I want to align with her and if I can get jessy or charley too that would be great but I only know that I want to work with Alexa!	”
–Emma

“	So far I've gotta say I really like Charley and her vibe. I'm gonna keep trying my best to slowly build a strong relationship with her because I feel like our personalities go really well together. Also, I'm gonna work the whole Jessy angle and hopefully use our relationship to integrate myself in the majority so I can avoid being vulnerable. AKJHSJDJ gotta lay as low as Szymon's IQ.	”
–Alexa

“	I am actually really enjoying everyone's presence on this tribe, despite being super unsure what is gonna go down strategically, I just really clicked with everyone right away	”
–Alex

“	so things w chris seem to be going well	”
–Sora

“	So let me just update you on what's been going on with my tribe life, because apparently I learned what a social game is and I was able to connect with certain people well. Probably the person I talked to the most and even got into a good amount of strategic talk with was Ash, we updated each other on what's been going on, talked about the Island, pre-connections, her tribe life, my tribe life and just like had generally good conversations. I really like her and I'm not sure if that's a blessing or a curse, because I did go into the switch feeling rather scared of the Hizoku people. I really don't get a bad vibe from her at all though and I enjoy being around her. The only thing that irritated me at the start was that her name was Julia LMAO, but I guess that's nothing major. Chris also gave me a warm welcome I would say, we talked about our time in Java and were able to laugh it off about how immature both of us were back then and how my boot was really justified (which ya, it was at the time) and how I was saltier than I really had the right to be, oops... but yeah I'm not sure where he stands with Sora, because I know they have pre-game beef over HvV, maybe that could be good for me, because it certainly appears as if Sora is ""not on my good side"" due to his idol play, we shall see how it goes. Claire is a fucking over-the-top sarcastic bitch and I am absolutely loving it lmfao, but I can't exactly tell how serious she is, so that's a little scary. I can't really say that I dislike her or find her too over the top, I actually admire her balls of saying shit how she believes it's meant to be and she DOES kinda give away the ""Leader"" aspect, because she has a sorta dominant personality. I didn't QUITE get to connect with her on a game level yet, but she is certainly interesting. Emile, I really had no chance to talk about the game at all, it was just chit-chat about Quebec & Germany and our reputations and past game experience, so it's a little eh.. but maybe it'll come, who knows Last but not least, Sora, we all know how I feel about him, I still see him as an ally, but I'm not sure where I exactly stand with him from his perspective, considering I just kinda voted against him. He said he'd want to talk and that ""Halloween weekend was bad timing"", which I don't blame him for, but I really want to see where this is going. Overall, I think I could possibly do well on this tribe, but first impressions could always be deceptive, so I'm not going to fully rely on my instict for now. I believe this is a strong tribe that could kick major ass in challenges, and I always prefer that over having to deal with tribal drama, because I have had my fair dose of that already and I'm not a fan LMAO, but I guess that is good preparation for a possible merge? I at least really hope that I make it to that stage..	”
–Alex

“	Still trying to fit myself in this tribe now i feel less confident jessy just basically said she loves everyone on this tribe does this make me feel like im on the bottom or i am the first one to go? normally i would accept my fate but nah today i am gonna ask alexa to align with moi and hopefully win this challenge i am so nervous because if i suck than people would paint me as an easy target im not gonna be anna khait or alexis maxwell or ummm whoever got swap fucked.	”
–Emma

Day 12

“	So after integrating with this tribe a bit, I am honestly feeling a lot less in trouble as i did when i initially joined and feel sorta safe? Claire has my back and I have hers, she's the spirit of Christine and I like her a lot too. I talked to Ash a bit too and shes super cool, and so is Emile even though we didn't get to speak much. Chris and I ~made amends~ because I think he knows just as much as I do that we can't go at each other right now and us working together this time will be our best way of surviving. I'm also keeping Alex around and on the side for the mere fact that Alex has slipped a bit about how he loves Ally, I think he probs did it on purpose to try and hint at a possible alliance w us three cause he knows me and her are close too. The problem is, Jamie is with Ally and they have soo much beef from history and Ally still fckin thinks Jamie is Mai so there's that too. I hope Jared and Brett can link up with those two and send Uli and Matt the fuck off this island cause there clearly threats and theres the fact Uli could have the idol as well. So ya I hope Ally can subliminally feel that if she pulls some shit and cuts Jamie I'm 100% throwing it to get rid of Alex. There's another factor of tribe #3 which is composed of people I don't give a shit about and Emma. Charley and Hunter are close and so are Jessy and Alexa, with Miguel having Jessy and Hunter, leaving Emma on the outs as the odd man out and the first target in my opinion, so my plan was to send their tribe to tribal and send Emma to Rishiri so she can get the idol or a vote negator or anything tbh to fckin save herself, also theres the fact that Hunter has THE LEADERS IDOL. Chris told me it was gone when he got there despite not knowing it was an idol initially and Claire told me she did underdog which leaves him. Ash I think is close with him as well from stories I heard about All Stars so theres a good ass chance she could have it as well, but basically I think we just need to win out and let the people who are gonna be against me go out 1 by 1.	”
–Sora

“	Yeah my social game with some people randomly died here and I'm really not liking it	”
–Alex

“	Since the swap, I've been focusing the majority of my attention on solidifying solid relationships all around without appearing as very social, trying to be very lowkey for the moment until I build up enough trust to the point where I can openly start running shit. The claws can't come out just yet, timing is key.	”
–Alexa

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–Hunter

“	I hate when i feel randomly unconfident first second i feel happy secondly i feel great... I really want to make the best three stories ever since i dont feel good about this tribe and where has jessy t been lately damn?	”
–Emma

“	oooo so people trying to make moves already eh? Well I just played the first one now it's there turn but I always get it in the end so *snickers* boy is this fun	”
–Claire

“	So Alex wants to make a little group and I'm not in it BUT from what I hear he hasn't made it yet SO I'll make my own first and that can be everyone's little side gig and when it's time to vote well hopefully one less boy will be on this tribe 😏😏	”
–Claire

  

“	WHERE IS MY TRIBE i swear if we lose ill be the one going.... fml	”
–Emma

“	OK I admit it, I have a man crush on Berk	”
–Brett

 

“	Things have progressed, I've worked my social game with every one and yanked a bit of information out of Jamie and Jared. According to what I've heard, here is where we stand: All of the Rebels are hoping to stay tight, the only rub is Jareds relationship with Ally. They're very tight, and I think Brett may be close with Ally as well. The two possibilities would be, 1) Jared sticks with the rebels and takes out Brett. 2) Ally and Jared want to protect Brett and they try to bring in Jamie, putting Uli and I on the outs. I think Jared stays with the Rebels if we go to tribal, but a lot of it depends on whether he and Jamie know that there is a 4 person rebel alliance made without them. I think Ash has kept her mouth shut (for once) but there's just no way to know for sure. Gotta win this challenge, Uli is my only sure thing here. Jared holds all the cards.	”
–Matt

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–Charley and Hunter

“	I like, kind of want to vote off Sora. I've got the worst connection to him out of everyone from the tribe, I really like everyone else, and thank flying fuck, Claire and Alex both seem to want an alliance with me. Praise the fucking lords. I might not be fucked.	”
–Ash

“	Okay this tribe is fckin weird, Ash is a fckin FREAK and i mean that in like not an offensive way but like, okay so I've been talking to her a lot on this tribe and trying to get a feel for her which I didn't get into game talk but I thought I was doing a pretty good job. NEXT Alex is trying to tell me like he wants an alliance w me him ash and emile, presumably to target Chris or Claire (which idt will work w the whole claire/emile thing) but he's telling me Ash told him I need to talk to her more bc I talk the least to her????? girl how long are you online for omfg I've been talking to this chick in and out numerous times every day like for me to be the one she confides in Alex she talks to least is super sketchy bc it's just like are you having 24 hour convos with everyone else... anyway I tried to like talk to Emile (he's kinda boring but in a nice way) and I brought up Rob to try and be like 'look we like the same people!!1!' and then I brought up Claire bc I literally jumped to Claire as soon as we joined and it's like, come on I know you two know each other and I'm pretty sure you know who I know in this cast. So I'm trying to possibly get as many couples as I can together, so when a merge happens and hopefully Jamie or Jared are still there me being with them won't stick out as much. Also getting the dynamics of the other 3 tribes is funny bc I guess we were the wildest ??? I don't know what's gonna happen on this tribe but as long as I can just like chill in the shadows and let the factions of Chris/Claire and Alex/Ash kill each other i'll be pleased. Lol it would also be hilarious if Alex and Charley died premerge and I was the only Siren to make the merge	”
–Sora

“	Yay I made my first ally YAS gawd but I really need to like get myself in the majority I still don't feel confident but since any underdogs are not on my tribe I have nothing to lose and I'll do anything to get myself safe.	”
–Emma

“	I honestly don't know how to feel about this tribe, I like them all I really do, but they're really freaking boring tbh. I'm trying my best to just appear as a possible loyal vote so that I can lay low for right now and not appear as a major threat until it's time to slit some throats. I want to make sure I have an above average relationship with each person so that my name doesn't come up whatsoever. Miguel is definitely the hardest person to talk with. Also, this Riza majority kind of worries me a little bit but I hope I'd be their first choice for a majority, definitely not trying to put a big ass spotlight on me and my abilities as a player.	”
–Alexa

“	Late to the party with the conf but... SWAAAAAAP! I'm so glad to be off Hizoku because I HATED that tribe. Alexa is awful, Ash is awful too and a part of me hopes they go 18th and 17th, but part of kinda hopes they stay alive so I can vote them off? ANYWAY, most of this new tribe is #iconic. I LOVE Brett and Jared. Ally I want to work with, but I don't think she trusts me lol. Matt I used to trust on Hizoku but 😕 idk! Uli is just here lol. But ya, me, Brett, Jared and Ally formed a little group (which doesn't have a name atm) and hopefully I can go really far with that 4. I'm honestly highkey wanting to be loyal to the group because I love it so HOPEFULLY if we go to TC, they give me the chance to be. I tend to not flip on people if they don't give me a reason to so as long as ALLY doesn't try to ##fuck me up then all should be good. Also lol @Ash's stories for the challenge... wtf...	”
–Jamie

“	SLAY YOU FIERCE QUEEN LIKE OMG LMAO YESSS I CAN'T EVEN! FABULOUS GURL YOU! +1000 QUEEN!	”
–Chris

“	We lost and I'm honestly so fucking scared. You've always gotta be one step ahead in this game and prepare for the worst, gonna do everything in my power to make sure my torch isn't the one that's snuffed! You never know.	”
–Alexa

“	Another win. I don't feel relieved, personally, because I think we have atleast 3 more challenges before another swap and I'm not naive enough to assume we're going to keep winning. I need to get an alliance chat created with the rebels and start solidifying a majority, but as soon as an alliance is created Ally is going to know, which makes it tricky. I really don't feel good about playing with her and I really like Brett, but I think he might be the first person in trouble.	”
–Matt

“	Im like crying idk why but im like seriously crying because i have no chance of surviving... all i have to offer is loyalty my challenges skills suck and i just feel disappointed in myself.	”
–Emma

“	idek wtf has been going on the past 24 hours. i took nyquil at it literally fucking put my ass to sleep for HOURS and I went to work like right when I woke up and then I had to do SHIT for my grandma and I came back to see we won immunity and I literally did nothing! yes mama!	”
–Ally

  

“	#PrayForEmma, also if they even think about sending Ash or Alex from this tribe I can assure you they'll be the one who goes home THE IDOLS GONE BITCH NO WAY TO PROTECT U NOW!	”
–Sora

“	We lost and I'm honestly so fucking scared. You've always gotta be one step ahead in this game and prepare for the worst, gonna do everything in my power to make sure my torch isn't the one that's snuffed! You never know.	”
–Alexa

  

“	I hope charley isnt giving me false hope i do really work with her and hunter.... Just to help me and Alexa be safe jessy has to go right? She has been barely active! That could safe my ass.	”
–Emma

“	AHHHHH JESSY IS ONLINE and somebody just ratted me out i-	”
–Emma

“	The Charley curse continues! I hope my tribe doesn't realize that I'm not actually cursed and I just suck at challenges and that's why we tend to lose.... BUT ANYWAY. The curse continues. My tribe going to tribal again, and I am now wondering if I have gone to the most tribals on the org. I mean this is my fourth time so it isn't out of the question. But I intend on staying around for more tribals. I love this tribe, but on it I am trying to get something working with me, Hunter, Alexa, and Jessy, because they are all awesome. Hunter I have known well before this game. He's a little bit insane and weird, but I actually really trust him, which is something that's rare to have in these games. I don't think he'll screw me over in cold blood. We're in an alliance called buttnuggets, which is a name I was always trying to reserve to call an opposing alliance in confessionals, but it works for this. And then Jessy and Alexa are both super sweet. I'm a lot more wary of them then I am of Hunter, but like.... As long as Hunter and I don't make it obvious that we're close we should be fine, at least until the tribe dwindles to four. Which I don't want to plan for but come on, I'm on this tribe so inevidably it will happen.	”
–Charley

“	i'm v sad today bc i feel like when i just talk to people i can connect better and let things just happen naturally and my relationships are formed better, but now when i'm being told people don't trust me or don't like me or whatever and i try more and talk more with people i feel like i'm just doing a worse job and i'm like digging myself into a deeper hole which sucks. I feel like I'm not doing a good job integrating myself into the tribe which I figured would be easy after everyone saw my tribe just tried to kill me, but I think it only turned me off from them. In my real life if I talk with someone and we don't click I can just move on w my life and talk to someone else, but here it's like I have to just keep talking and keep trying to get in better with people. I would love to just win out and not have to deal with this and just be with people who like me and I like them but its just ugh. I'm bitching but I figured this is the best place to do it I honestly wish I was just on the underdog tribe to start with. Emile I feel like doesn't trust me at all and I just don't understand like what I did to him to make him so weary of me.. Like was the idol play that turn off ish. Ally Emma and Brett legit are all people I could've been extremely tight with and gone deep with, but now I just feel like it won't be the same even if we merge and end up working together. I feel like everyone else has their like original allies that they can just count on and basically I'm rooting on an island by myself trying to make any S.O.S. sign I can and hope someone catches the signal and rescues me. Chris and Claire I think are trying to help me, so I hope people just make room for me in their plans. I'm not a leader and I can be a follower if I have to be, anything to not end up in the graveyard	”
–Sora

 

“	I contributed into the immunity challenge last night, NOBODY else was doing SHIT for this challenge, and maybe 16 hours later i come back online to find out we lost. This was the opportunity for me just to get everyone to vote Miguel out because he was pissing me off, but NO. Emma just ruined her fucking game. I come on to Hunter, Miguel, Charley, AND Alexa all telling me that FUCKING EMMA is bringing up MY NAME??????? My fucking name. Im pissed. Does she not realize that I was a target all of Sichuan and yet never got a vote against me, and now she wants to vote against me????? I'm literally BFFs with everyone on this fucking tribe. So immediately after she sends me a message, I ask her "Why do you want me out" and she says its bc "I haven't been online" what the fuck???? I literally was the first person to do the fucking immunity challenge. Her fucking ass just ruined her game 5-1 because she thought it was best to "get the inactive player out." EMMA, HERES A LESSON, THE INACTIVE PLAYER ISNT BFFS WITH EVERY FUCKING PERSON ON THE TRIBE WHERE THEY TELL HER "EMMA IS TRYING TO VOTE YOU OFF". I said I wasn't playing this time to win bc its impossible, and that I'd be very confrontational, and if this ruins my game (which it won't bc Emmas the one who ruined her game) then i really dont give a shit. I will publicly fight Emma in the group chat if possible. And then after I confront her, she tells Alexa that "Jessy is a total bitch for calling me out" WHAT THE FUCK YOURE A TOTAL BITCH FOR TRYING TO VOTE ME OUT OVER A BULLSHIT REASON. If people are intimidated by me because I'm socially adept, able to hold my ground, and able to voice my opinion then say that. I'd prefer if someone said "youre a good player and youre a threat" than "wtf you weren't logged on for at LEAST 12 hours.....gotta vote you out!!!" stupid fucker i swear to god. I am NOT the person to fuck with. If shes done stupid shit like this in the past, then maybe thats the reason why she's lost 4 seasons in a row now. I'm not the girl to fuck with, mess up my game and you go home and thats exactly whats happening	”
–Jessy

 

“	I forgot to make this a confessional before but I'm doing it now bc this is my favorite thing ive ever done https://i.gyazo.com/fcf3c55ad0a14d1a855161d6e2a1ce86.png	”
–Sora

  

“	So literally every single person has come up to me to vote together and it's fucking perfect. I have Hunter, Jessy, Charley, Emma and Miguel all in my back pocket. I have my eyes set on targeting Emma for now because our relationship is the weakest and this is a great chance to get out such a big threat, you know what they say.... villains have a lot more fun! I genuinely feel bad targeting anyone because I do kind of sorta like everyone on this tribe but either I'm on top or nobody is.	”
–Alexa

 

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–Hunter

 

“	Okay, so, I question the sanity of some of my tribemates. Specifically Alex. So this fucker, I talk to him about Sora, and he's like yeah I think we're good. WHAT THE FUCK ALEX??? You just tried to vote him out. He just idoled out your closest ally. And you're fucking "good"???? What the fuck is up with your brain. If I know anything about Survivor fucking ORGs, it's that people hold a grudge. Sora's not gonna fuckin trust someone who just tried to fuckin blindside him. He's not a fucking idiot. And like, I'd like to trust Alex, but I also want Sora out, so that's like not a fucking option. Fuck me.	”
–Ash

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–Emile

“	Can't stop smiling because everyone is really nice and I love everyone this is really such a fun game and I'm grateful for every second I can play	”
–Claire

“	The key to winning a battle is to know your enemy as much as you can. That's what I call homework. How can you come into in all star season without information about who you're playing with? Emma is trying to target Jessy. Even though 3 of us came from the same original tribe and she obviously has bonds with Alexa. Those two voted together almost all game. First thing I did coming to this new tribe was to form a bond with Alexa. I'm glad she is Cuban so we could trash talk about everyone in Spanish. The bond was made and the pact to work the three of us together. Another red flag for me is that Jessy, knowing Emma was targeting her told her she might vote for me to "throw a vote". That's how we're gonna play the game? Ok. Good to know. So now I might receive vote(s) tonight, again. I really hope Charley's curse stop affecting us or she will be next.	”
–Miguel

“	I'm so happy!!!!! I love when something works the way I wanted it to. Alex got sent to Rishiri and I kept like telling him "don't go to leader lagoon and sam because there's nothing there" and i told him exactly what the path was and what you had to do and what you would find at the end, and I was like overly doing it so he would think "he's trying to hide something im gonna go and get it" and sora then tried to push to him to go there to make my lil plan work, and he went there and got nothing. Now sora says he feels bad for not trusting me which makes me happy because now alex sees im being honest with him and maybe he wont try to target me now :))))))	”
–Chris

“	After I survive this tribal council I am so ready to kick some old people but. These people have no idea what kind of sexually charged beast is yanking at these steel chains. Also everyone on my tribe ❤ me a lot so fucking deal with me being around until final 1 or maybe even later. I'm the best player THIS ORG has ever seen, up at the top with Lucy and Brody.	”
–Hunter